tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72831543541357452172011-07-08T05:40:33.330-07:00DeadHopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00727981621299965372noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7283154354135745217.post-8373129756303725032010-07-12T08:24:00.000-07:002010-07-12T08:40:55.781-07:00Fillled with sorrow…<br />Bleak inner self touched by pride,<br />devoured by solitude, still wrapped in time.<br />I’m flowing with pain!<br /><br /><br />Holding myself back in suspicion…<br />and lingering in the dust…<br />the dust of my abandoned remains.<br />Killed with the dagger of life…!<br /><br /><br />Such an exquisite pride in my suffering…<br />alone, all alone with the emotional<br />streams of my soul…<br />So real, so pure… yet i’m left aside<br />entangled in fear... without hope. <br /><br /><br />I am truly left alone,<br />but somehow... just somehow<br />it feels like my loneliness is a victory<br />over the self-delusion of joy... and happiness.<br /><br /><br />My heart beats faster, <br />the anguish becomes clearer<br />and my misanthropic view gets stronger.<br />Living in the shadows…<br />so proud of being the one,<br />but desperate… <br />so desperate for a helping hand. <br />Do I really want to live this life?<br /><br /><br />I have a thousand reasons to die,<br />and many millions of tears to cry… in silence.<br />The human plague has emtied my life,<br />and I curse the day I was born… to this world! <br /><br /><br />Still, no-one else I ever want to be…<br />and no-one else I intend to be…<br />’cause no-one else I was meant to be!<br /><br /><br />I need, I want, I long for my retribution…<br />I need, I want, I yearn for my retribution…<br />I want my retribution… I want it now!<br /><br /><br />Unity; a gathering of open wounds,<br />of dark… of dark clean spirits…<br />what a dream… what a dream so distant!<br />Why should I… why should I be alone<br />when I love… when I love my brotherhood?<br />Shall I die… shall I die to be free <br />when I cry… when I cry in silence…<br />so please let me die in silence…<br />oh my god, let me die in silence!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7283154354135745217-837312975630372503?l=whereloversmourn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DeadHopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00727981621299965372noreply@blogger.com0